What do I want in my life?

Like everybody else,
or like nobody else.
I want serenity, I want love, I want happiness, I want prosperity.
I do not want anger, I do not want hatred, I do not want jealousy.
I want my days and nights to end with your glances.
I want my mornings to wake up with you and my nights to sleep with you
with you always by my side.
I do not want you to hide what all you feel for me,
I do not want you to escape everytime somebody takes my name with you.
I want you to be standing there when I am alone,
I want you to be standing there when I am in a crowd.
I want you in my good and bad times.
I want you all the time,
close to me like nobody but you.
But you will never understand.
And even if you will, I do not think I will be alive till then.